Friday, August 26, 2011

The night when I wanted to die

OK, this is long due post. I wrote it during my Jobless, loveless , lifeless phase of my life. Well, things didn't change much since then but they are still better. I was extremely suicidal one night and called a friend who is no longer my friend named Jhandu. The conversation was like this.

Me: Tell me some foolproof ways to commit suicide

Jhandu : What? Why do you want to kill yourself?

Me: Answer that

Jhandu: Just because you didn't get job or that guy?

Me: I am not going to die because of that guy.

Jhandu: Just because of that job?

Me: Whatever

Jhandu: Dekh, you are a girl, people will TALK , if you commit suicide.

Me: Like I care

Jhandu: Your Chachi will say " didn'i I say she is Awara ". Your Mama Mami will say " Aur bhejo ladki ko baaher". Your Bua will say " she was pregnant. I knew that. Did you see the kind of clothes she would wear."

Me: Shut up. Tell me the right way else I will hung up.

Jhandu: Wait. You belong to a well to do family. People will say " ek ladki nahi sambhal paaye".

Me: I live on 6th floor. Should I jump from there?

Jhandu: You wouldn't die, just get broken.

Me: Shall I drink phenyl?

Jhandu: That will make you vomit!

Me: Then

Jhandu: Google out na

Me : Fuck, I don't have the bloody internet

Jhandu: Write a number

Me: Who is this?

Jhandu: He deals with illegal stuffs like sleeping pills and saaap ka zeher

Me: what?

Jhandu: He will give you cyanide for 20,000 and saap ka zeher for 500.

Me: Cyanide for 20,000? saale I didn't spend that much on my life and you are asking me to shell out for my death?

Jhandu: Arey. Your funeral will cost more than your all birtdays combined.

Me: what if I didn't die? Will he return my money?

Jhandu: Arey yaar cyanide kha ke koun bachta hai?

Me: Me bach jaaongi, Footi kismat.

Jhandu: Arey you will get nobel prize for telling cyanide's test

I don't remember rest of the conversation. But kyaa raat thi yaar, I really felt like killing myself.




13 comments:

  1. hehehe... i know it is a serious post but i got several laughing attacks while reading this..!!! ;)

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  2. Thanks to Jhandu whose words worked like a Jhandu balm in making you think the reverse. Death is not far it is a reality so enjoy life till it happens. Take care

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  3. LOL I have had such conversations with a friend of mine once too :P
    Made me remember my night :D Hum aur humari suicidal thoughts :P

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  4. Hi Shas

    Sach me yaar Nabs, marne ka mann ho raha tha us raat

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  5. achha hua...wo khyal sirf khyal hi reh gaya
    aur humein ye funny post mil gaya :)

    Kunal

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  6. Amazing friend you have there, I fell laughing from my chair

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  7. Your Bua will say " she was pregnant. I knew that. Did you see the kind of clothes she would wear."

    lol....!

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  8. Peshto meri jaan, aa gaya ghoom ke?

    Nikhil ,:P

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  9. we all need such friends during those dark times :)

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  10. Hehehe serious post written hilariously !
    love your style of writing very much.
    Kabhi Uss raat ki tarah sochna bhi mat. Kya hamaari kismet Footy bananay ka iraada tha kya?? :P
    Paapad ki sabzi banana kaun sikhaata hamein :)

    Still laughing at Jhandu’s imagination !

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